Idk why… i try so hard.. they just do, it must be a quality trait or something… I never hear people say im such a “lovable” person, cause im not, and i no im not… i only get along with a few people… and those few people still fight with me, idk why… maybe its cause i’ve grown to not care… I’ve learned to not give a fuck about well everything… and that leaves me feeling alone i guess. Even when people try to cheer me up and call me gorgeous, i know its not true.. i’m me, its nothing that special. I’m just another person in the world people walk by…